the difference between want and need is self control

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Anonymous asked: despite what you think is popular belief, a thigh gap is not considered sexy. please stop continuing down this path. I don't want you to be another girl who who hurts herself in this way, wasting away to nothing but skin and bones.

I really appreciate what you have to say but things don’t work like that in my head. when I’m ready to recover, I’ll put my all into it. but I’ve tried before I was ready and it was an epic failure that just made things worse. thank you again
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Anonymous asked: Hey. Please stop continuing down the path you are. Anorexia is horrible on so many levels. Besides, you won't be to attractive when your teeth fall out and ending up looking like a turtle.

I know I know I’ve heard it a bunch. thank you for your concern, I’m eventually working towards recovery but that won’t happen until I’m ready, and I’m not there yet. thank you again
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Anonymous asked: Hi. So, I'm really worried about you. what you are doing to yourself makes me so sad. Not only are you hurting yourself, but your setting a horrible example for young girls everywhere. You're helping to set a standard for which girls are being systematically taught to vomit there way to a size minus 20.

the last thing I want to do is hurt other people, this is just the only place I have to be honest and remain anonymous. and I’m not mia, and please don’t worry about me it’s not your concern. I’ll figure things out for myself and nothing will change until I do it on my own. I’m really sorry if I offended you in some way, I’ll try and keep off tumblr for awhile

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Anonymous asked: Hey. I'm sending you this, cause I really don't want to see you hurt yourself. Many people (men and women, boys and girls) feel that they aren't good enough. I applaud your focus and determination, but all your effort is being put into the wrong place. Although you may think you need to loose weight, you most definitely do not. If anything, you are (and i feel bad for saying this) too skinny. If you want to "look hotter" like you said in a previous post, the way to do that is to be healthy.

I appreciate all the support.. I’m just not ready. I’d love to be able to look at myself without wanting to puke but it’s gonna take awhile. but honestly, thank you for your concern you’re very kind and I wish I saw things like you. I’ll get there eventually I hope
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danny--phantom asked: ha, but if you see yourself as "fat", which you aren't in any possible way, you'd honestly see me as obese.

silly girl it doesn’t work like that. when I look at myself, I’m fatter than every person around me.. 100 pounds or 200 it doesn’t matter. you are fine, you are healthy, you are perfect. just leave it at that. you’re kind and I appreciate it but it’s impossible to see things through another’s eyes
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